Four

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He walked into the station, commuters buzzing around him whilst his head and heart buzzed with them. His palms were sweating, his mouth dry, and his stomach filled with butterflies as he strode towards the platform. Looking at his phone he read the last message;

Pulling in to the platform now. Can’t wait to see you. Xxx.

His heart pounded more as he wiped his see sweaty palms down his black jeans moving closer to the platform. He stood watching people walk from the train, his heart now in his mouth as his eyes scanned the crowd until he saw her. He saw his petite beauty. She was walking towards him pulling her case behind her. He could see her long auburn hair tumbling down her chest as she was checking her phone. She looked stunning. He could feel a huge grin forming on his face as he saw how beautiful she was as her eyes rested on him and her smile lit up his heart. Her stride quickened despite the bags she was carrying in her hands until she reached him and put the bag down and looked at him with a smile showing nerves and joy in equal measure. He leant in and took her cheek with the palm of his hand and kissed her lips softly and quickly. He had never wanted to kiss someone so much in his life, had never felt such a connection from a few seconds of intimacy. His eyes closed, and lips pursed, ready to repeat this act forever. He drew his lips away and opened his eyes to see her smiling, still nervous, but it appeared she felt something too.

“Hi, shall we go?” He asked as he took her hand and took her bag in his hand. Their fingers interlocked and he knew. He knew that he would never want to let go of her again. He would do anything to keep her smile, to keep that smile aimed at him, to make it grow, to make her happy. His heart was hers, and he knew it really was love at first sight.

This really happened. This is not a story, or an embellishment of the fact. Three months ago I met the most remarkable of women. A woman who makes me crave her without trying, whose heart and compassion is inspiring, whose demeanour and sexuality allures me and her smile distracts my every thought. I am an extremely lucky man. I am so very happy that she is with me, and I hope it is the start of a very long and happy life together.

To you, my petite beauty I’d like to say Happy Valentines day on this the anniversary of when we first spoke. When you distracted me and inspired me and hooked my mind and heart on this journey to joy. Thank you for being you. There is no one else who is so unique or such a wonder, no one else that I would rather spend more time in their company, or less time apart from. I want to share everything in this world that I know with you, and discover the rest by your side, holding your hand. I love you, I want you and you are amazing. Happy Valentines #fmd.

Merry Christmas

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I just wanted to say Merry Christmas to everyone that has read my work, been supportive and the friends I have made along the way.

I think, sorry, I know that this year has been the best of my years so far and that this Christmas I have gotten the best gift I could ever receive – My future.

I have fallen madly in love with a wonderful woman and it seems she has done the same. She is absolutely and completely the part of me I have been missing. Wonderful, witty, marvellous, sexy, gorgeous, smart and has a heart that fills everyone she knows with love. I am looking forward to trying, everyday of my life, to make her as happy as she makes me…which I am not sure is possible as she does it without trying.

So, to you my perfect wonder, my petite beauty – I wish you a very Merry Christmas and I love you.

 

Hers

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We lay together under the soft duvet, the chill of winter kept at bay as we moved together, closer till our bodies met. The bedroom was dark, only the light of the street lights provided any hint of the outside world but that soon fell away as she caressed my lips with hers and I was encompassed with her love. As we kissed, our hands wandered over each other’s bodies and my heart beat faster. I felt so aroused, so much hers, her man.

I moved my lips down her petite frame, caressing and brushing my lips against her pert breasts and perfect nipples as my hands kept stroking her, wanting to make her feel as needed as she did me, then back up to her lips to kiss her.

Her hands stroked my shaft and I felt myself grow and throb in her hand, her soft touch was magical, I could not help get more and more aroused with every touch and tiny gasp she let out of her perfect smile as her leg moved over my thigh and her hand glided up and down my shaft. I closed my eyes and could feel my love in her, she completed me with every touch, I could smell her passion growing and her scent was intoxicating.

She pulled me onto her and my arousal parted into hers. She lifted her legs up and wide as her desire stretched to take me inside. I could feel her smile and her eyes gazing into my soul as I started to move back and forth, our hands linked together, fingers entwined. Her body was in time with mine, our movements becoming one as she clenched around me, drawing me into her deeper and deeper. Our breathing grew faster and faster, she moaned louder, her arousal growing and growing to a height that needed a release. She said my name as she climaxed and my heart jumped to the moon and back in a second, I was so happy. I leant over and kissed her lips gently and took her into my arms and held her close. Nothing could separate us, nothing could be more perfect, she could not be more perfect, and I was hers.

Believe

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I want to take her pain away – to draw it from her and bear it myself. I want to see her eyes lit up from the glory of her smile, not full of tears as her head and heart are at war.

I will endure anything to take it from her, to see her happy, to know she is content.

Her turmoil is consuming, it takes so much, too much and I hope that her strength will rise to fight and confront her fears and bring her the clarity she deserves.

She is brave and her heart is filled with such wonder that it is a true delight to be inside it. I hope it is enough, to provide the vigour to win her battle and bring her perfect smile back to the world.

I believe in her, I believe she can do anything and I will stand beside her and hold her hand as she fights. I will be there, I am here, I am yours.

Waiting

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Close your eyes take a breath and remember.

Their hand in yours, gripping it tight so they never let go. Their scent arousing your heart as you lean in to put your arms around them. Their soft lips against yours as you kiss and the world disappears.

Together, as one your hearts beat. No action is an effort, no silence is awkward, and not one hour is long enough to have them with you.

A smile that brings joy to your heart, and has brought you together. One so perfect that the thought of never seeing it again is more unbearable than you ever thought it could be.

The way they rest their head on yours as you lay on the sofa together, then jump up to grab you and throw their arms around you and it makes you feel at peace, complete, in love.

Laughing together over the most ridiculous of things, seeing her through tears of joy as you roll about.

Two people, one moment, each moment – Perfect.

Now stop remembering, wipe away those tears and hold on to your hope as it’s all you have. Don’t let it go, protect it, it must not shatter or your life will as well. Hold it close to your chest just like when they were there.

Need

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Busy mind, keep it busy, don’t remind myself that I am waiting for her. Work, television, reading, cooking, anything just to keep the reminder that I ache for her out of my mind.

Her smile slips into my mind and I smile so wide a grin and feel her completely. Every inch of her, every movement, every nuance of her and I miss her all over again. She will be here soon, deep breath.

Cleaning, that will do it, back to routine, don’t think about how much I need her. On hands and knees brushing up and see her hair, her long brown hair. So soft, so beautiful as it tumbles down her neck as we kiss, my fingers running through it as I caress her cheeks and neck, her perfume so intoxicating. I miss her scent. Soon.

Notification on my phone and its her, I smile again as I reply, so happy that we are together, yet so sad that too many miles separate us. Patience. 

I never felt so much love and longing in my life. I never wanted to be as complete as she makes me feel. I have never missed anyone as much as I do her.  She is my petite beauty, my heart, my first and last thought. My smile belongs to her and each moment I think of her it comes. Not long now.

 

Not soon enough, come sooner, I need you.

Ache

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I miss my petite beauty. From the moment I saw her smile I knew that my life would not be complete without bathing in it daily. It is the kind of smile that lights up her face, and my heart. It is glorious and a delight. Sexy and captivating, with beautiful blue eyes that say what’s on her mind before her lips move.

Her lips are so soft, so kissable, that caressing them is a need that I have to sate. To feel hers on mine is an enjoyment that I covet.

The time we have spent together is wondrous. The comfort I felt with her did not waiver, nor break. No awkward silences, just enjoyment, conversation and sensual touches. It is a cliché but it was magical.

Now we are miles apart, and I yearn to see her again. I miss her. I feel that the attraction between us is more powerful than two magnets, I want to live my days trying to make her happy, to make her feel how she makes me feel which is unbroken bliss.

I can catch her perfume on my pillow still and fall asleep  remembering her in my arms, her gorgeous body wrapped around mine, her hair on my chest as we breathe together, hearts racing as the attraction is palpable.

I am smitten, I am happy, I am hers.

Liebster Blog Award Nomination!

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What is the Liebster Blog Award?

The Liebster Blog Award is given to up and coming bloggers who have less than 200 followers. “Liebster” is German for “favorite”. I am deeply honoured to be nominated by the absolutely lovely Sal at raspberrydelights

The Rules

1. When one receives the award, one posts 11 random facts about oneself and answers the 11 questions asked by the person who nominated you.

2. Pass the award onto 11 other blogs (while making sure one notifies the blogger that one nominated them!)

3. One writes 11 NEW questions directed toward YOUR nominees.

4. One is not allowed to nominate the blog who nominated one’s own blog!

5. One pastes the award picture into one’s blog. (You can google the image, there are plenty of them!)

My 11 Random Facts

  1. I collect more Lego miniatures then I should.
  2. I have to fold crisp packets into triangles….
  3. I had a pet cat who was born without a tail.
  4. I love romantic movies and often cry at the end.
  5. I do not like chocolate, cakes, ice cream or desserts.
  6. I have walked up the Austrian and Swiss Alps.
  7. I hate flying.
  8. My cure for a hangover is mango juice and a bowl of chilli.
  9. I love making snow angels.
  10. I once built and cooked in a Fiji oven, then forgot where I put it.
  11. I adore cooking for other people.

The Questions

1. If you could learn any language what would it be?

Hmmm… I have always wanted to learn Japanese, though just being able to do more than pigeon French would be better I think.

2. What is your favorite flavour of ice-cream?

None… I don’t like any ice-cream at all.

3.Who would you choose to pay you in a movie of your life and why?

Oh good heavens, hmmm…Nathan Fillion. I think he is an amazing actor and seems to be a little bit geeky, like myself.

4. Which piece of your work means the most to you?

Enter. It was the first piece I wrote and it pushed me further after receiving so many complements about it.

5. Beer, wine or spirits?

Any…. though usually beer out, and wine and home. I can drink three bottles of White Grenache and still win at Scrabble!

6. What is your favorite pastime/hobby?

Cooking. I really enjoy cooking for myself and especially other people. I love to host a dinner party, though I get really nervous that people will not enjoy my food.

7. Beach or city break?

City break – I can’t relax on a beach, too much sun, sand and distractions ;)

8. What is your biggest fear?

Dogs… I have been attacked by them, chased, growled at, bitten and generally left in fear by more dogs then I care to remember.

9. What is your favorite genre of music?

Indie/Rock – Though I do love a bit of funk too.

10. If you could only read one book for the rest of your life what would it be?

It would have to be the graphic novel (comic) Preacher by Garth Ennis & Steve Dillon. It really is the most amazing story I have ever read and the art work is flawless. I would recommend anyone to read this.

11. Who is your greatest inspiration when it comes to writing, why?

My inspiration has come from my feeling for a beautiful and wonderful woman.

The Nominations

The Green Eyed Geisha

Penelope Jones

Una Tentazi One

Escort Memories

The School of Kink

Love, Licks & Lingerie

Beatrice Beatrice

Rubyyy Jones

Erotic Smut Reviews

Nudge Wink Wink

The Dreaming Sub

My Questions

  1. What would you cook for a romantic dinner for a first date?
  2. Would you want to write full time or are you sticking with writing as a hobby or leisure activity?
  3. What is the most public place you have had sex?
  4. Gin or Vodka?
  5. If you could go back in time, what period of history would you live in?
  6. Hairy Chests or Smooth Chests?
  7. Would you go into space if you could?
  8. Who or what inspires your writing?
  9. Do you write in the hope of becoming a best selling author, or is it just a need to write?
  10. Cats or Dogs?
  11. What is the best part of your body?

That’s it…

Thank you again Sal for the nomination, you really are so very adorable.

Brisk

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He was walking behind her up the track, watching her small bottom wiggle in front of him; his eyes were transfixed watching the curves move with every step. She knew he was doing it and every so often turned her head to him and gave him a cheeky wink. Her jeans were tight fighting around it, and it took all his will not to reach out and grab or give it a little spank. The view up the side of the hill taking them to the woods had not even ventured into his field of view as he admired the beauty in front of her. Her long brown hair in a ponytail swishing from side to side as she strode onwards, he did wish it was down as he preferred her that way, but it did give him an opportunity to notice has svelte neck and wishing he could purse his lips against it before biting it gently as she loved. The air was chilled despite the sun and cloudless sky and he could imagine her nipples were pert and hard, he hoped he would get the opportunity to tease them later whilst enjoying the warmth between her thighs as she knelt onto him.

To read more you will have to wait for the second volume…To read where it started in the first volume then please download the eBook on Kindle UK or Kindle US